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(no subject) [Jul. 14th, 2005|10:29 am]
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prettydaydream
[mood |goodgood]
[music |Phantom Planet- Always On My Mind]


hey im back after a while away trying (and sort of succeeding) to sort out my life.
wondered if anyone would be interested in joining my community.
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(no subject) [Jan. 25th, 2005|01:31 pm]
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anarchy_loser
[mood |boredbored]
[music |Crossfade- Cold]

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New [Dec. 1st, 2004|11:32 am]
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prettydaydream
[mood |sadsad]
[music |-none-]

Hey I'm new. Here's about me.

- What's your name? Elizabeth
- How old are you? 15, 16 in January
- What is your preffered method of self-harm? (ie cutting, burning, anorexia, etc.) cutting
- Who do you hide it from? everyone and everything
- Who knows about it? no one (see above)
- Have you ever tried to commit suicide? no but I have often considered it
- Do you like scars? I have many but I always try to hide them
- Do you dislike the term "self mutilation"? Yes. It sounds do disgusting.
- How do you hide what you do from other people? I wear long sleeved t-shirts and jumpers or wear gloves. Its hard sometimes.
- Have you ever been hospitalized for losing too much weight, cutting to deep, etc? No.
- What`s the best part about self-harm to you? It makes me feel better.
- What's the worst thing? Not being able to tell anyone.
- What do you think causes you to hurt/starve yourself? I'm screwed in m head. I can't talk about my problems. Can't explain my feelings. Cutting feels like the only way out.
- Do you have someone like a therapist you talk to regularly? I used to talk to a therapist. But I hate talking about myself. I couldn't open up, especially not to a stranger. It didnt help.
- Why did you start? I was angry. I broke a photo frame. The glass was glittering and it just made sense.
- Have you ever tried to quit before? I stopped for a month. But now I'm doing it again. Almost every night.
- Have you tried alternative coping methods? Alcohol. Drugs. Over-eating. Not eating. Therapy (ha!). I'm better at not coping.
- Do you want to stop? Not at the moment.
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best friends means friends forever [Nov. 6th, 2004|01:29 pm]
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rejectedmemory
[mood |coldcold]
[music |rooftop » mest]

alright well i fucked up. i cut again. i guess i cant trust someone because i posted it in my friends only journal, & the only person that can read it is maria & jill - who promised they didnt tell anyone. but my best friend found out & she hates me. shes so mad. so i walked down to her house last night, & she snuck out to talk to me about it, but it was cold so she only stayed out there for a couple minutes & i couldnt remember anything i wanted to tell her..

im gonna go down there tonight, any suggestions about what i should tell her?
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(no subject) [Oct. 22nd, 2004|03:30 pm]
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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2004|06:26 am]
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witheringxfast
I hate my life right now...most than ever.

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...my razors are getting dull, its good that it makes them hurt more....but they aren't going deep enough.
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(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2004|06:58 pm]
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bleedingx4eva
[mood |sympathetichurt]
[music | senses fail]

- What's your name? carly
- How old are you? 14
- What is your preffered method of self-harm? (ie cutting, burning, anorexia, etc.) cutting....anorexia ia fun sometimes.
- Who do you hide it from? all liveing things
- Who knows about it? no one
- Have you ever tried to commit suicide? once
- Do you like scars? yes. but lately they have started to lost there beauty.
- Do you dislike the term "self mutilation"? i never realli ha thoughts on it...but i guess i would rather it be called somthing else.
- How do you hide what you do from other people? yes
- Have you ever been hospitalized for losing too much weight, cutting to deep, etc? not yet.....
- What`s the best part about self-harm to you? its beautiful. it feels great.
- What's the worst thing? being alone. having no one when you need some one...like i feel now.
- What do you think causes you to hurt/starve yourself? i hurt myself so others cant i guess...
- Do you have someone like a therapist you talk to regularly? no. i want one but how do you go to your parent and ask for that?
- Why did you start? danielle did it
- Have you ever tried to quit before? yes. and i did good for a while
- Have you tried alternative coping methods? no but im not sure what that is
- Do you want to stop? not right now
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.My lame ass, just joineD. [Oct. 2nd, 2004|03:25 am]
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xdreamsofshamex
[mood |moodymoody]
[music |"Wiskey Lullaby" By: Arison Kraus / Brad Paisley]

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(no subject) [Sep. 27th, 2004|09:21 pm]
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perfectsapphire
[mood |awake]
[music |none]

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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2004|12:35 pm]
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fr0stii_muffinz
[mood |thought of it all by myselfff]
[music |nothin]

hey!!!......this is lilcutie004 and this is my new journal.....
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